When it comes to trying to pass, at what point should I use give up?

I'm around 3 months in. 2mg E daily, 200mg spiro daily.

I don't look or feel any different that I did at the start of the year, or even a year ago. And, I'm still not convinced that anything is changing, nor do I know if this is working.

I'm almost convinced that I should just deal with living and being treated like a man, even if that means me being as miserable and depressed as I am now, and if I don't make it, so be it.