ASMR videos

Have you guys experienced any of these videos? I mean, they're relaxing and all but... They also kinda make me feel weird and sad. They usually feature a girl (i know there are male versions of it) that whisper to you in your ear - some even roleplay something like a girlfriend or a wife.. And that's the part that really sucks about those videos. They get intimate with you, whisper in your ears nice things and I just cant help but fall in love for the entire duration of those videos. But when I stop watching them, I feel even more lonely. Because it's a glimpse of what would be to have someone that close to me. To whisper in my ears that they love me and that I am important. Those videos are like a dream, where you're in another life for 30 minutes. A life where you're not unattractive, socially inept or both. A life where you are actually not....Forever Alone.