[M4F] White man seeking white woman for interracial chat

I am a straight white man from Europe. I'm in my mid-twenties. I love interracial porn. Especially interracial involving black men and white women. I consider myself a proud person; in my day to day life anyway. Previously I never would have imagined I'd be thinking about this. But slowly, overtime , I started to gravitate towards this kind of thing. Do you have a similar experience? I want to talk about it with you.

This is even hotter if your love for black men is a secret. It's not necessary but I love the thought of a seemingly innocent white girl getting into bed at night and secretly masturbating to big black cock. I enjoy porn videos, gifs and also pictures with captions. I just want to indulge. Let it out. If you feel similar and want to talk about the most extreme interracial topics then say hi. This needs to be anonymous.

Kinks: racial domination , racial submission , black breeding, whites being bred out of existence, pictures with taboo captions, impregnation.

I feel dirty writing that because generally I would consider myself slightly racist. Not extremely but I am not exactly very pro African immigration. I find it unsettling. Which is why I feel a mixture of guilt and arousal when I think about this stuff.