Married Men: Do you relish your time alone?

Sure, I can masturbate in the shower for a quick fix. However, actually being alone for an extended period without my wife occurs quite infrequently these days.

Whenever I travel for work, I have what is somewhat of a ritual that revolves around my masturbatory activities. During my plane flight, I fantasize about the kinds of porn that I will decide on watching that night when I'm alone in my hotel room. Will it be a facial compilations that I focus on, or maybe handjobs? Perhaps amateur teens clumsily fucking.

My travel route to my hotel room always includes a stop at a box store such as Wal-Mart where I can pick up some Albolene for lube. The whole way my cock is seeping pre-cum in anticipation of arriving at my destination, stripping nude, and beginning my long, erotically delicious edging session.

I love to be able to be naked, relaxed, undisturbed. I focus on the feel of my lubricated fingers and hand rubbing every square inch of my engorged cock, my heavy balls, my perineum, and my sensitive anus. I fantasize about giving a teen girl her first taste of sperm, of two women licking and sucking my cock and balls, rimming me, and stroking me to the very edge of release. I fantasize about sucking cock for the very first time and tasting someone's seed other than my own. I lustily suck and consume every dollop of sweet pre-cum my cock's mushroom head secretes.

As I shoot long ropes of my thick, salty ejaculate onto my chest and stomach I finger my anus, experiencing each simultaneous contraction of it with my emptying prostate. I lift a finger containing a thick rope of rich cum to my mouth. I greedily consume it. I imagine a cum-hungry girl experiencing the taste of it - of me, needing and begging for more.

After my orgasm I remain totally still, immersed by the sound of my porn in the background, totally drained. Relaxed. Relieved. Savoring the feeling of being covered in my own hot seed. Waiting for the next twitch in my cock to occur so that I can begin building up another load to coax out with my hand.

I love doing this, but I would also enjoy being in a room and observe someone else do the same for himself. To watch his testicles pull up against his body, to see the head of his cock begin to swell, and to see his anus contracting as thick white ropes erupt from his pulsating manhood.

I need some alone time. Desperately.