Worried about auditory hallucinations.

My point first, background after. I've had auditory hallucinations the 3 of the last 4 times I've rolled and I'm really worried if I do it this festival season, that I'll have more.

They make me feel super paranoid that I'm losing my mind or something. The hallucinations aren't scary themselves, I just don't like that I have them.

Now for background -- So two years ago, I candyflipped for the first time and had a preeeetty bad experience. It was filled with auditory hallucinations, as well.

The next time I rolled (~4 months later) I didn't really feel much at all and no auditory hallucinations.

I rolled again the next summer on a rather high dosage for me (I'm petite and it was about 200 mg, probably more pure than I've ever had). Had auditory hallucinations and then when I closed my eyes sometimes I would see movement or even people that I knew along with the voices. (Like friends walking over and asking if I wanted water). It was real enough that I would respond for a split second sometimes before realizing.

Last time I rolled was way too soon after that and was ~100-150 mg and redosed with the same dose later. First time I'd ever redosed and it was way too soon and way too much. (Intoxicated me was thinking I was coming down instead of experiencing a plateau from the peak) Not quite as much auditory hallucinations but I did not enjoy how it made me look and feel.

Anyway, I'm not sure what the question here is. Maybe I'm just looking for some reassurance that if I take a normal dose, I won't lose my mind?

Thanks.