Should I just get into drugs?

I have no reason to live, no hope in my life. My life will never get better and I will never live the meaningful life I wanted. But I don't want to kill myself, because I'm a pussy.

So, should I take drugs and shit? Since my life is shit anyway, might as well just have the most fun doing dumb stuff. Even if it will ruin my life, can't possibly get worse than it is now. I might die young, but I don't want to get old anyway. Imagine being 60 and a virgin, all alone? Sounds like a fucking nightmare.

"Living is such a pain, but dying is too much work, I wish I could just disappear."