White lies?
Okay girls, this is my first time posting here. I do NOT like lying of any form, I've been lied to in the past and it is a huge deal breaker for me. I have been nothing but honest to him so I feel very betrayed and torn apart. I had a long discussion with my boyfriend last night about his "white lies" that he's been telling since day one of our relationship and I need some insight because I'm not quite in the right mind right now.
So, I have big insecurity issues and he was aware of this since day one. Which is why he lied to me. He always told me that he never checked out other girls (swore up and down that it was the truth). He said he thought I was the prettiest of all my sisters (even when I told him that it was okay to tell me the truth). He said he was okay with my boob size, he preferred them now in fact (he loves big boobs and I'm not very large). He said he didn't like blonde white girls anymore (I'm Mexican with dark brown hair). He called me beautiful every day (he says he thinks I'll be beautiful when I lose all my weight, which I have been steadily losing). He's lied about everything.
I found out about it last night when I caught him in a lie. It all came spilling out and oh my god, it absolutely destroyed me. But he says he loves me and he doesn't want to lose me. He says he wants us to build a life together, that I'm what he needs when I said he didn't even want me. He seems to be all in in spite of everything I'm not. I don't know what to do, girls. I'm so broken up right now because I do love him. I've never loved anyone as much as I do him which is why I'm feeling so destroyed. Please help me work this out in my head...
I'm at work and I just had to spill this out before I forget it so I'm sorry if it's erratic.
Posted Jun 3, 2017, 5:37 PM UTC