I passed out 2 times after spilling blood through fapping

this is a throwaway account. Yesterday I wa depressed and fapped a little more than I should, and ejaculated blood, pure blood, and lots of it. I felt shocked and began to shake and passed out.

when I woke up I cleaned up the mess, but today I masturbated 5 times in a row to see if it would happen again, and boy it did, and I passed out again.

Yesterday this hasn't caused me any trouble besides the shock, but today I feel a little weak and my penis is hurting so much when trying to urine, and I peed blood too last time.

For what I have been searching, this is fairly normal as a consequence of abusive masturbation, but it says nothing about peeing blood and hurting.

Can someone give me an advicde? Anyone experienced this somehow? thanks . the pain is the problem right now, I'm trying not to pee.