I'm all for sexual exploration in your youth but I'm not sure if I'm in the wrong being unsettled by my analysis.
I swallowed the pill like two years ago and made some progress. Actually got my head out of my ass like a year ago, stayed off TRP and reddit in general, no social media. (Highly recommended, made great progress.) Thought it would be fun to get a girlfriend (Maybe it's note worthy I don't care where this goes).
Hasn't been too bad, she's a bit clueless so she's easily malleable into whatever I want. So it's been fun. But man was she fun for everyone else in college. I can't really tell if she's being honest about her past, I doubt I'll get full honesty but I think I'm getting the bulk of it. Or I'm fucking clueless.
According to her; 47, which are all written in a book (I bet there's a few "don't counts".), one MMF threesome, and if my math is correct that's like a fresh dick every month. Also I found that book and found in interesting excerpt in it "I can't be openly slutty anymore" Awareness is good I suppose?
But I don't like it. I've had my sluttin' around too though. (Two threesomes and an orgy) I won't lie having my dick passed around mouth to mouth was an amazing pleasure every man should experience. So I could imagine the same would be pleasurable to a woman. Always have trouble wrapping my head around that one, kind of why I'm asking here of all places. If she is being honest I suppose that's good? Not sure if the term "girlfriend" is allowed for me though with such a solid rap sheet. Not really sure. I'm mid 20's and so is she. I can't tell if I'm really down for all that as far as possibly investing further in this LTR. Maybe I'm young, hence the title. I get exploring sexually that's only natural but sort of feel like this one took it too far. Not sure, as far as the particular woman in discussion is concerned I don't really give a shit. I'm asking for some wisdom in general on the subject for future relationships/possible investments as well.
Posted Jun 16, 2017, 7:13 PM UTC