LETTER TO MY HUSBAND

To my Husband of 14 years, We had a fight last night; which we hardly ever do; it all started when the boys were wrestling around on the floor and you praised our 13 yr old, and made our 15 yr old feel like shit ( which you do alot) I hate when you do that. You don't know how bad I hate that. You always seem to fuss with our 15 yr old and make him feel like he's not good enough. And I know that feeling all to well, I feel like that all the time. You accused me of only caring about money, which is not so if it was I would not have married you! I've never cared about money. I stress over money and bills but that is it. You acted like you only bought our house because I wanted it. Not so I thought you wanted a better place for our kids to grow up in, instead of our falling apart 2 bedroom trailer. Sell the damn house I could care less. I love with with all my heart but it's getting to hard. You always want sex, and yes I want it too, but after working all day, and running the kids here and there, I am tired. I am always with the kids. I have lost myself through the years I always am with the kids. I live for you and the kids. If all you want is sex please for the love of god go find it elsewhere or help me with the house and the kids!!! I don't care anymore. I have no friends, I don't go out alone, I never bitch at you when you go out with your friends and party. I let you do whatever you want no matter what. My life revolves around waiting on you and what you want. I AM TIRED OF IT! I want to be me again; whoever she might be, you say I'm not happy that I'm always depressed; I wonder why???? Think about everything I do, then think about everything you do. You work come home and do what you want. I work come home and cook, try to clean a little, take kids to ball, wrestling, FFA, or whatever they have going on. So think about our lives together, and think why I am the way I am.