MDMA broke my reality.

Last night I did MDMA. The night started off amazing and I felt so alive and everything just felt perfect. My first dose was about 0.2g. It was a typical MDMA high and I was so happy. About 2 or 3 hours later i decide to take another dose. I think i took about 0.2 again. It didn't kick in too much but i still felt quite happy. Since it wasnt really hitting I decided to take a third dose of 0.1g. This is when things started to turn sour. I started off feeling a bit nervous and something for sure felt different but I couldnt tell what. Me and some friends decided to go for a walk. My one friend needed to tie his shoes so i stayed back with him while the others kept walking. I figured I should just stay home because I wasnt feeling too safe. I ended up changing my mind and so we went and caught up to the others. At this point we were pretty far from my house just walking down the street. Once we caught up I realised I needed water really badly so one of my friends decided to come with me back to my house to get water. This is where i started to feel reality slowly break. While i was walking with my friend I started seeing one of my other friends out of the corner of my eye walking beside us but when i turned to look it was still just the 2 of us. We ended up getting lost at 1am walking around on the street but luckily i had my phone on me and it had enough battery for us to find out way back home using a gps app. Once I got back is when things started to fall apart around me. My friends became worm-like aliens and I felt like I was on a whole different planet. I started to panic while I was in my house so my stepdad drove me and my stepbrother to 7/11. On the whole ride i kept seeing one of my friends sitting beside me but I would turn to look and he would disappear. Once they went into the 7/11 I started to get incredibly scared. It felt like the only thing that existed was the inside of the car and once something or someone left the car they just didn't exist. Once we got back I was walking up my driveway and thats when everything snapped and it was as if reality was a simulation and the MDMA was breaking it. I was looking at my 2 friends standing in my garage and as I was walking it was almost as if the world was frozen as I walked and then it all caught up when I stopped moving. I watched these worm like aliens talk to eachother and laugh and it seemed like they were having a good time and I knew they were my friends but I didn't see them as that. I felt like everyone and everything wanted to harm me. I was sitting inside chewing probably 12 pieces of gum and drinking as much water as I can. At this point I was starting to black out every couple minutes and I would enter little phases where all of my thoughts would overlap and there were voices in my head that started fighting with eachother. Everytime this happened I would end up freaking out and somebody had to calm me down. At this point everything looked sort of digital and the world would randomly glitch out. I ended up sitting and watching tv with some of the others and waited out the trip. Once I started feeling better I had to sleep or I probably would've gone insane. Last night was a messed up night but now I'm starting to question reality. Theres no way what I saw was all in my head and I think that was only the tip of the iceberg. There's something thats not quite right about the world. I think theres a loose thread somewhere that needs to be found and pulling it will make everything we've ever known crumble.