Fighting it off

I'm working from home today. Not a lot of work to do, so my mind is wandering... There's two other people here but I have been letting my mind slip a bit. It's not even an urge so to say, as much as it is a comfort thing right now , since some people in my house are extra grumpy and my friend's mom called me a "b****" for absolutely no reason earlier to my friend because I did something she wasn't a fan of? idk, she was upset about other things and I indirectly got the overflow (i'm a girl). It messes with my head since i've had crap relationships with my mom in the past, leading my mind to turn to the thing that always helped me escape.

except it's not a real escape, and I know that. Pray I can continue to stay strong through this evening especially tonight when I go to bed... already planning on doing some big-time catch up with my bible in one year plan, so hopefully that will stave off a lot of the temptation.

(also, the afore-referenced argument really wasn't that bad, so don't worry. a house of women just gets super crabby and catty sometimes and we're used to it, lol. Still love them dearly, though I could rip their heads off sometimes.)