No one understands how it feels.

I was at work tonight severely depressed, when a co worker came up to me and sarcastically said "wow you look so happy to be here" "it's okay to smile every once in awhile" I don't know why but it just hit me so hard.... I can't smile. I'm not happy. I'm just trying to do my work. Why do I need to be criticized for something beyond my control? On top of that I'm already in the midst of internal hell. I'm glad it's easy for my co worker to wake up and be happy. If only I could switch places with him for a day. I don't think he'd ever say some ignorant shit like that again.