A warning i guess?

basically i just felt like posting this because i can't really talk about it anywhere else but basically on selfharmpics ive been seeing 'my first deep cut' a lot and i felt like sharing my first time and how much it has affected me so it was an accident when i was 12-13 i got a really sharp new knife from the kitchen and locked myself in the bathroom while i was at home on an outing from like my second tume in hospital i think but didnt realise it was sharp and only having done small cuts before i went straight for the left side of my left wrist and pushed down super hard and then when i saw what i had done i freaked the fuck out and we went back to the ward and one of the nurses from the ed part stitched me up and 3-4 years later i still have nerve damage from it so guys really do be careful when cutting wrists or in the general area ill probably delete this later anywah lmao i just really wanted to get this off my chest lmao