19 M - Really need a friend

I'll be friends with literally any female that will talk to me .. i say female because i find it hard to care at all about men ? if that makes sense. I've been trying to make friends on reddit for like a month now and made only 1 (ive never had irl friends) and i try every day it's really hurt me that so many people don't care about me at all

I'm just looking for friends i wont say anything creepy or anything like that, if that needs to be said

I'm not the best at conversations - people said that, i thought i do a decent job - but i always respond (fast) and try my best. i'm from -6 timezone (its 5am)