Wasted two years of my life.

I've been failing at life, and I've been hiding/lying to my friends and family that I've been successful at life. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up, but sooner or later they'll find out my secret, and they'll disown me. I'm trying my best to fix this before they find out any little detail about my situation. It sucks to lie to every person I talk to. One day I'll slip and fall, and no one will be there to pick me up. I should've done things right when they mattered.