Wondering about taking a break

I wondering about taking a break from surgery's I've only had two top surgerys the first one I got screwed over.So far I've paid $9,000 total, I have $300 left.I was suppose to get a nipple graft done for $600 and a hysterectomy done in December for $2,500 but currently got fired from my tenth job.Have been really depressed and confused as to what to do next.My life has kind of been on hold.But I also want to finish what I started.