Recovered Anorexic Trying to Help

Hi guys, I'm new here, mainly because I was relapsing. I just wanted to say, please, I'm begging you don't let it take hold. It took me such a painful journey to get out of crying everytime I was forced to eat, people around me have been put in hospital, so please if you're not already there then get away as fast as you can. Maybe exercise, maybe diet but do not subscribe to this way of life because it kills. I died inside, I got into hard drugs and didn't give a fuck and now people I know have died. This is a mental illness, we all need support but do not consider this a good thing. Anorexia seems like your friend when no one else will be but it is evil, it twists the world into a place where everyone is out to force you to eat - and if you do eat you will die. It feels like that and the amount of times I screamed and raged at my parents for putting butter on one of my meals is uncountable. Out of all the mental illnesses I have experienced in my life, this is the worst, anorexia is a terrible thing. So please, don't let yourself be drawn in and if you're already anorexic then reach out to somebody.