phenobarbital

dress me up in gray when I go
delete my search history
'cause my mom doesn't need to know
how much
is the lethal dose of phenobarbital.


tell my brother that I loved him so
even when he would hit me
'cause I don't want my niece to grow
up in a
home where love doesn't conquer all.   

[one] (https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/6n5en8/soseki_study/) and [two] (https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/6n3anw/come_all_ye_mourning_stars/)