Step Dad passed away while driving on 7/7

Which also happens to by sons birthday. He turned 16.

It was sudden and so very unexpected. He had a heart attack. Thankfully no one else was hurt while this happened.

My mom has Parkinson's and is also bipolar. She lives in Ohio and needs care and I'm currently in PA.

My dilemma is, do I stay here and finish school (I have a year left) no my credits will not transfer, or do I go there and not finish.

Oh and today? My cousin passed away from cancer.

I literally am having a hard time dealing and I can't think.

Thankfully I have a therapy appointment tomorrow.

41/f and I so not adult enough for this.