What did I become?

Seriously, I have no idea. I can only laugh about it. I got kicked out of school TWICE because I act like an asshole, got no idea which education I want to follow. I got a cool job, that's a good thing, but it won't support me to stand on my own feet.

Football really took my life over, house is full with posters, loads of shirts and flags, setting everything aside. I remember when my ex had her birthday and I didn't come because there was football and it was a special game, so I had to see it. Kinda ruined my relationship, but it was toxic anyway, so that doesn't matter too much.

So now what? I sort off traded my brains for the game. Got arrested for fighting and destroying things because my team lost, got no idea what I want to do, got weird ass hobbies, I love chess poker fighting and football. Bad combination, really don't know which way to go now. I feel like I'm really fucked.