im never calling anyone again

been talking to this girl for a week (12h or so a day) and we had our first call today (idk why it took so long tbh), it half an hour of me messing around making her a lil mad with dumb jokes and generally being a shit

but then it turned to my drinking habits and i swear to god im a heartless bastard but hearing in her voice she's genuinely worried and shit idk man

and now she's telling me how she feels and seriously?? why do i even let it get to me but this is the first time im considering slowing down on drinking

fuck feelings boys become a porn addict it's better trust me