I need advice (not really NoFap related)

Hi guys

I don't know who to speak to about this, my family just shout at me and disagree with me.

So I'm 17 and in October of 2016 I fucked up my school grades due to PMO and a girl that I couldn't stop thinking about. That lead me to work at my dads accounting firm (it's a 6 figure firm they say I landed a jackpot). For around 8-9 months I had been working there, I absolutely hated it there that mundane life. Wake up. Work. PMO. Repeat.

Nah man I was sick of that, I wasent even at college so I met no one new.. I am the same as I was in school and that's a shit whole.

So I wanted a career change, after months of showing my dad no interest in the firm he had finally burst out and told me to basically gtfo the office. Man U shoulda saw the employees faces.. they were so disappointed in me. Lol who cares.

Since then it's been a month, i decided to stock trade, have some financial freedom and work 6 hours a day excludig weekends. I've used a trial account and have made profits, I'm thinking to invest real cash. Everyone in my family is totally against it, my dad is telling me stories from a guy he knows who has 21M to his name and is totally against stock trading. I hear all these stories, I know that 90% fail. Man I know that there's a LOT of risk but I feel like life is ALL ABOUT RISK no matter how stupid that sounds (bare in mind my dad was totally pissed off when I said that).

What I'm trying to say is I wanna stock trade for a living and do YouTube on the side, I feel this is where I belong but I know that I can't get no where because I end up fapping in the evenings.. I need a psychologist. Fuck, I just don't wanna fuck up.

Please don't say to work in my dads firm and do this as a side thing,the whole point is to leave the firm. I know I'm missing out on a lot of money but I'd rather live a rich life than live a life working ridiculous hours in a office just to have more numbers set to my name so i can show off my luxurious shit which is a fucking illusion. Working to get materialistic shit. A never ending cycle.

And I can't be a trader if I can't control my own sexual desires.

Please help.