Drawing a line in the sand...

I have a BP Spouse. She has been off meds for 5 weeks now and it's rough. She's not liked me the entire time and not really speaking the last 7 days or so.

Our previous habit when she gets really angry at me is to eventually have a terrible fight. Screams at me, I try to stay calm but she pushes all my buttons till I get mad as well.

Nothing good comes from these fights but I think it's a self medication type thing for her.

So this time I said I am not going to fight. It hurts too much and nothing good comes from it.

So it's a waiting game now. So far I kind of just exist in the house, I try to talk but usually get silence. Can't say this is going well...

Hopefully it works out. She has an apt with her psychologist. Hoping for some meds again...