Probably my last post here

No, I'm not suiciding today, don't worry.

So yeaaa I've been wanting to talk to you guys for over 3 days now and I couldn't find the courage and the words to speak. These days my condition started getting worse, I can't look at people anymore and I can't find words to speak or describe what I feel.. I wrote that paragraph in 15 minutes tbh.

All I know is I'm fucking empty as hell, I have nothing to care about and I'm disgusted by what's around me. It's pretty damn annoying. I'm slowly becoming paranoid and agoraphobic.

So as I said that's probs my last post on Teenagers sub because I have way too much trouble finding words or getting the courage to speak out loud to you guys. If I manage to get better before I actually jump out my window I promise ill hop back on there.

Enough chit-chat, how was your day ?