When you get to the fifth day

And your body feels reset and you feel like you've got this ans you will only have one just one after work just to relax just to calm down just one. All of the sudden it's three hours before work and once you get there you have to leave because you are visibly shaking, hungover and disgusted with yourself. Last night you had thw option to go home. You were tired. You could have gone to bed. You would have felt okay. You chose this, and you never learn. Drag my ass to a meeting. Another day one.