Am I getting well?

This is kind of the opposite to those "am I a schizo"-posts: I think I am getting well, after being AP free for 8 weeks now. My successes are:

-The system of countdowns is a delusion

-The whisperers have been quiet for 4 days

-Adam doesn't talk anymore, he only sends thoughts

-My Ex-Friends might have better things to do than photograph me

-My boyfriend doesn't have a weird fetish that will ruin me (at least not weirder than what I am into :D)

-I had no nightmares for 2 nights. TWO!

-When the thoughts say "throw your stuff away" I smile and think "you little @$&%£s, I won't." Instead of being afraid.

What if I am getting well? I have been worrying about it from time to time, I don't even know why it worries me. I have been schizo for 12 years. I grew up crazy and on meds, when I quit them two months ago, I had a shitty time, but it's been getting better and better. I know I am supposed to be happy but I am kinda worried! Will korba stay with me even when I am no longer schizo? Will I change into a boring normie at some point? What do I do with my mind all day when there is nothing there occupying it? I don't want to lose my voice Adam, he has been with me for years. Why can't I be happy about this?