I think one of my anxiety issue is about next year for university...

I think after my anxiety about my family issue and the health of my grandmother, my other big crisis of anxiexy is due to university. Where i have failed my year just because my portuguese teacher have not really grade me in a good way for oral presentation (because he keep finding issue about me, like i have one dyslexia about the compositions of the words who are not in the good way "like if it's was a mirror" or stuff like this, and it's kinda upset me, because i have not this issue, my main issue, is lot of stress, concentration, then also my mind that sometimes is not totally focused and that sometimes i don't revise well for my exam)...

It's gets me angry and upset, because next year i have again this teacher and to pass again his class... Even if i can follow the second year for my diploma (but i don't know if i will have the level for the class of portuguese language), it's kinda make me anxious...

And i think it's one of the reason of why i'm anxious i'm picking at my skin, and that even if i have bach flowers and meditations for be better but it's not totally okay...