[F/D] Cuddling with Dad, head all spinning

Hey Subreddit! First time poster, and first time reader as well. I am a girl, with an emotionally distant dad who doesnt live with us anymore. I am 21 before anyone asks.

Admittedly reddit never interested me to participate, but I kinda been going a bit wild in my head and wanted to share, anonymously.

I will try to keep brief as possible, in order to save everyone their time.

Incest has always interested me ever since I hit puberty, however, I always liked it more as an idea and fantasy and never thought it would happen to me. I always imagined myself with a dad, but not necessarily my dad.

As I mentioned before, Mom and him divorced a couple years. I didnt take it well, became bitchy and rebellious, even though I would spend a couple days at his house every week.

However last week I stayed for longer and now I been in his house for the second week, just a coincidence really, his place is close to my current work place. And a few days ago we were watching a movie and I decided to crawl up to him and lie right next to him, he hugged me and while watching the movie we cuddled. Then I noticed as his hand wrapped around me and ran down to my shorts putting the hand a bit under them. It revealed my tattoo, which is barely visible and actually is in a very intimate place and he asked to see more. I didnt show him anything, but neither did I object. The movie ended and we just kept lying and cuddling and talking, something which we never did for so long, for another hour or so and there were quite a few remarks such as: "You have grown to be a beautiful woman.", "If I was a guy...". I felt awkward and felt as If I was seduced, thats how it usually goes with guys when we are alone in an apartment watching a movie.

That said, nothing happened. Dad carried me, like a baby, to my room and went to sleep soon after, while I began reading up on incest and watching porn - yes, I admit I got really horny.

Now however, I am all confused, what should I do? In the morning dad was a lot nicer as well and I really liked that, even gave me a kiss on the cheek. I have been fantasizing about him the last few days. Any thoughts?