My rule on being nice to everyone

The main thesis: Should we share our time with everyone else to try to make their lives better, or selfishly focus on our own lives.

regardless of giving time to others, i make it a rule to be nice to everyone.

Almost always, people who are in anyway improper usually stay in a cycle of being improper because of the negative recations they recieve due to their actions. I then find it that it is better to attempt to break their cycles rather then feul them.

This spectically pertains to my mother, who is probably the reason I started this rule. I think she posses some type of disorder that makes it very difficult to deal with. So, i grew up with alot of negativity, and realized one day that i could be a better person, thus i try to give everyone a chance. ( basically prince zuko from avatar).

The only exception is my mother that goes beyond reason, because she is pysically incapable. Should i make her an exception to my rule ? Or constantly try to help her, even though it persists to be damaging to me.

Also, to conclude, i have decided that i think i have a speacil potential, or that is atleast what i have observed from my teachers. Should I try all in all to stop wasting time on others and better progress my abilities in solitude. The main thing that is stoping me, is what is the point. I think purpose only exists when you believe them to exist. So, would i be letting society down, eventhough i do not concur with the existence of society to begin with. How it limits people into thinking they are forced to be indivudals to contribute to it.

What am I? Does anything matter ? This isnt coming from a place of depression. I just legetimately see that nothing matters, which has been philosphically stated before by the likes of Camus and others.

In either case, I would both benefit society and let it down. however, I cannot find out which path will please me more. Being more powerful in terms of knowledge or surrounding myself with people that live the everyday fairytale they call life. Oh brothers and sisters that have woken up from the matrix, how do you fare.

Edit: i guess it was my mistake not to define what nice is. It seems pobable that you all have different definitions of nice than I do. When i say be nice. I mean, to go out of your way for people. To have emptahy for them and help them when they need it. To be there in their time of need.

also, just because you aren't nice to someone , does not mean that you are nasty to them. I dunno why anyone would make this assumption.