30 [M4F] Seattle - Going through a terrible time in my life right now and could use a distraction

I just lost a loved one and I'd like a distraction. I'm not even asking for sex or anything but just someone to talk to locally. I'm beside myself. Nothing like this has ever happened to me before and I want to just kick it. I don't need someone to dump on but if you want to listen, I want to talk. Thank you.