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Soooo I'm starting college in less than 2 weeks. I graduated hs last year and I'm picking back up this fall. I'm super nervous and want to back out for 2 reasons. 1 I have a job and income, I'll be living in dorms so I won't have that. (Right away) 2. I initially applied because I hated my job. I heard of the school on social media. (this guy I used to go to school with goes there.) We went to the same middle school and high school together. I really didn't sign up to this school all because of him. I actually applied to another one and was really considering that one. When I signed up to this one I didn't really think much about it. But now that I'm in and I'm soon to be going, I'm really really thinking of how weird it's going to be when we see each other . I don't want him to believe I'm going there because of him. I always wanted to go to college but now I'm totally scared of the change it's going to bring to my life and I think I'm just looking for reasons not to go. 😭 any advice?