My new meds aren't working that well. Or at all, really.

I'm so frustrated. Before they were too strong and now I'm back to square one almost. Not drinking definitely helps, though. Now I'm torn between putting off school for another semester and going out of state for my 3rd inpatient stint this year or powering through school and relying on my local psych to not fuck up this time, which is unlikely considering I've never had good luck with them.

ugh