You threatened to leave me.

I thought about what you've said, and how things have been since last week. However serious they may be, I don't appreciate the threats.

It's quite difficult for me to fathom your current mindset as you've known for months that I do drugs on rare occasions. You were seemingly okay with it and only now suddenly has it become a "make it or break it" deal. This is rather out of the blue, and I can tell that you've been having a great deal of thoughts this week. With this in mind, your feelings are real and your opinion means alot to me. It's obvious that this matter is important to you on many levels, so therefore it's important to me.

You're clearly angry/upset with me, so if there's anything within reason I can do to help, I shall do so. I am still the exact same person I was when we started talking. I love you, respect your feelings and would never do anything to purposely cause you pain. I am truly sorry that my actions have hurt you..

I ask that you please be open minded. I've always been open and honest with you and I can come to a comprise and refrain from taking drugs that are considered unsafe (e, cocaine, k etc) because I really don't want to worry you. Despite this, be aware that I am an experimental person and that I WILL continue to smoke weed and get high from other safe substances in the future regardless of your preference.

But I must ask, do you not feel you are being fairly unreasonable, no? Lovers have squabbles and serious disagreements throughout the relationship and they work through it and compromise because they love each other. This is our first one and I'd rather we dealt with it maturely and not regrettably throw away half a year so carelessly. It's me and you together against the problem, not me Vs you. We need to communicate and cooperate on the matter for the benefit of our emotions and the relationship. That's why I'm saying this to you now.

I find it somewhat ridiculous that you'd be willing to break things off and destroy what we have, simply because you now find one aspect of my lifestyle undesirable. Especially considering the relationship is perfect in all other aspects. I care for you alot babe and I love you more than words can express, but If that really is what you wish to do, then so be it. Do as you please. I'll still be here if you need me, as always.