Relapses

I could see why they say relapses are part of sobriety. I went 11 days with out drinking then 10 days then 5 days and in between a week I could see how my plans start coming together but once I introduce a drink 🥃 they all get distorted and end up saying : what the fuck was my plan . . ! Sucks I'm not sure if it's the guilt disappointment or just that drinks are detours to the road I was paving . I guess is part of the journey . . Tell you one thing I don't like drinking as much as a thought I did . Being productive makes me feel sexy . I won't drink with you today . Thanks sd