I want to be good

I want to be good
At whatever it may be
I want to take pride in a thing
Maybe even me

It's always 'good, but'
I could never be exceptional
But I put it to bed
In a warm blanket of delusion

"I'm just very niche
Like japanese tea"

I could never be good at this or that
In fact, I could never be good.
I'm evil.
I've decided it's in my genes
Yes, I've got the blood
Of evil portuguese men

It's not up to me then.

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