Have you ever told your nparent you hate them?

I've never told my nmom I hate her but I certainly think it all the time. I just feel like she thinks that our relationship is very "at the end of the day we love eachother" but it certainly isn't on my end. I just wish she knew that. I feel like one day when we're arguing, it's going to slip out. My moms only ever gotten physical once so I don't think she would ever hit me but it wouldn't surprise me if she did. How did your nparent react when you told them you hated them?