I'm scared life's never going to get better.

I'm not planning anything specific to end my life. But I think about my funeral. I think about how everyone would be happier if I was gone.

I have accomplished nothing with my life. I am a burden to everyone.

It's funny though, I am scared of dying. It's like I don't want to die but I don't want to be alive.

I'm so tired. I'm a complete disappointment to myself and to the people around me.

I don't know how to make it stop hurting. I don't know how to make myself better.