Feeling regrets looking forward to quit
I have an addiction to cybersex. I am looking forward to completely quit. Before I discovered cybersex I watched a lot of porn then moved into cybersex so I once opened my cam in chaturabate I didn't know that there are people who can record I'm so glad I never viewed my face but I feel ashamed of what I have done however there was no videos of me thankfully but there where profiles when I googled the my account I found a ton of websites making profiles of my account that made me feel SICK AND DEPRESSED FOR 4 months trying to figure out a way to remove the profiles since that day I deleted all accounts and websites removed my profile but there was this one website that did not reply to my report I tried and tried many ways I hope one day it will disappear but I'm glad I did not show my face. After that I felt like a sick and depressed for 6 months my whole life changed and I feel so guilty and depressed and I felt so scared everyday. Even though I still watched porn and chaturabate but I'm looking forward to change my life and not be aloneand depressed move forward and completely QUIT porn and chaturabate.
Posted Aug 14, 2017, 7:11 PM UTC