Sorry if I was an asshole to you

I'm pretty much an asshole, and when I'm in a bad mood I take it out on the internet and shit post and insult people who do not deserve it. I know I can just stop, but its really easy not to because it helps me vent frustrations in a way that's... I don't know. Like re-directing the heat I guess. Better to call somebody a fucking idiot than to deal with my problems. I mean I know it isn't, but that's how I feel sometimes.

So if I've done that to you, I'm sorry. I don't feel like I'm in control of my life most of the time, but that's just a reason for what I've done, and not an excuse. Maybe I'm just a shitty person, I don't know. If I am, I'm at least a shitty person who can accept they're a shitty person. That has to count for something, I hope.

Anyway drugs woohooo yeah. The only reason I'm writing this is because I'm on drugs and they make me not hate myself so much. Mistress Morphine never fails to bury my problems.