Is it possible to stop caring about women?

I really want to stop caring about them, I tried many times but I always fail at the smallest amount of attention I get or think I got, I don't get along well with other guys, That's what I really hate about my life, I am not good with men or women when it comes to socializing, My grades in college are going downhell as I am getting more blackbilled and depressed, I want to stop caring, to be immune to any possible sparks that I get of interest in women, I want to be free of caring about my looks, free of comparisons, I want to be happy again, I want to stop being suicidal, I want to translate my hate for women into real neglect, not forced one, so my question is brothers, can I do it? I really want to end this misery, I am sick of these thoughts, I don't even want to hate females, I want indifference .. yeah that's the word, indifference.