[NeedAdvice] totally fucked up my university life.

I'll try to be concise about the entire story

• I am 22 years old International student (lived in Canada for around 10 Years)
• I fucked up my GPA at a university in Canada and I am calling it end.
• Transfer with current GPA would be just not possible

What would be my options at this point? -My thought was just applying to a college in States and work my way up from there to university (eventually graduating) -I would like ask those who has great ideas about what to do after dropping out of current university. what I should do right after. cause right now I feel devastated and feel suicidal every few hours and not sure when it is going to get better.

ps:tuition cost is never an issue