New to site but not BPD

http://cutelittlekittens.com/

I have been doing a lot of research on BPD recently after having to deal with my dad for years. I'll tell my story soon in a later post. I found this site while doing research and just reading your stories made me feel like I was not alone. I have always felt like everyone else in the world had this great family and why was I cursed with all this dysfunction? I've tried to keep the peace and make my dad happy and proud of me but I can't anymore. My soul is broken. Thanks for reading.