Watching my husband

Recently I found out my husband had a Reddit account with some really sexual content on it. I was mad because I felt he hid it when he didn't have to but extremely horny knowing what he was saying to other women. I didn't know how to feel exactly but I knew I didn't want our marriage to end because I felt betrayed. He decided to put his Reddit account on my phone so I can "spy" and see what he is doing. I have to admit it turns me on knowing he is looking at things he desires. I lay close to him and watch him get hard. A mixture of having me and looking at what he looks at makes him so hard. I think he likes knowing what he does. It's extremely sexy. I'd love to share him with another woman one day. Set him up sexy meetings with her. Let him live some of what he sees out. I love love love pleasing him. Am I weird for not being mad at his hiding of Reddit and being turned on and am I weird for wanting to share him??