Side effect/withdrawal

I am so dizzy that when i watch on my phone,sitting on my chair,I feel like i am in the other room. I feel that life is a joke,is not real at all,even in dreams i feel more alive also i dream nude girls,busty girls Fuck my brain ,its so stubborn ..Jesus I tols him 999 times that p is cancer and he still urges me to watch it again My lil friend -brain- became one of my worst enemy