going to overdose

i lost my job and i have to get out of my hometown but i cant if im not making any money. i feel like i'll live in constant fear as long as i am living here but i can't just leave with hardly any money and having not finished my degree/no job prospects. im going to be stuck here forever and i'd rather die. i'm too depressed to get out of bed or even move so i cant distract myself, my sleeping pills are on my nightstand next to me just waiting