Dosing and sexuality vs emotionality

During my 3+ years on hrt I could never feel sexual. I didn't. The few times it happened was with people I was emotionally toured to and sometimes wouldn't happen until I knew them over a year. Now is a different story and I think it's due to dosing. I'm wondering if others feel the same way.

I have been had many different dosing. 50 - 150mg of Spiro. 1 - 9mg of estradiol pills. Then. I switched to 20mg injection. As soon as I switched to injections I began dating kissing wanting sex.

Two months on injections and I look at people different. I can begin noticing who I'm attracted to versus not attracted to. Old friends I never used to think about sexually I am now doing so. I've fooled around with people.

But I also only became real three months ago. I had depersonalization almost my whole life. In the last six months I've finally conquered shame.

Has anybody else noticed that dosing alone finally bright them to sexuality when previously it was non existent? Or could it be more related to the emotional changes?