girl advice

this might be long might be short but im confused af right now

im going to grade 11 and i have failed many almost-relationships, never had the balls to ask out any girl

(e.g girl in grade 6 who drew hearts on my paper, never asked her out... it seems i always do something wrong, maybe cause i cant handle like situations i never been in)

so like 3 days back i met this really nice girl at this mental clinic (dont judge i have ocd) and she introduced herself, is it weird how i already fell in love cause its hard finding someone who you relate to alot and is pretty lmao

they say opposites always attract so i will never be with her??? ive been thinking bout her all day today since i got discharged from the clinic, but all i have is her first name...

so today came and i was skateboarding around and it dropped on the road, i picked it up and the next car who came by was the girl. i swear. but i didnt run up cause it would be weird... i always think im weird... i think i found her ig but then ill look like a creep lmao. she goes to a diff school. what do i dooo