I have just bought a penis extender

I know it might sound funny or stupid, but it is far from funny. Years of porn addiction, which I have never been able to overcome, festered my belief that I'm worthless with just 13cm in length and 3cm in diameter down there... I know it sounds stupid, and yes I've tried everything to get rid of my addiction and yes I have seen many specialists and they told me nothing is wrong with me and I know they are right. But I just can't cope with these feelings of worthlessness anymore, however pointless they are, they're too strong... I have never had sex, but from all what I've heard from (male and especially female) friends, having the right package is just necessary to please the ladies. I'm 19.

This is my solution of last resort, they say the vitallus plus penis extender doesn't cause harm and does work, anyway I have nothing to lose and will try it out. And 289€ for a high quality product are actually not very much if you take into account the potential benefit it could give to my self esteem and body feeling and life quality in general. I'm optimistic it will work, even over many months I'll be patient.

However, it might also not work. Then, I don't know, I might give up my sexuality after all. I've never been able to get a girlfriend, let alone sex, in the past, so it wont be a huge change in future. I'll just stop trying because it's pointless anyway. And my porn addiction, I don't have the power to fight that one anymore after 2.5 years. Sure it would be good if I stopped, but I've come to realize I'm unable to do so. Maybe I can substitute it, or maybe I shouldn't. I'm just glad it isn't pot or heroine that got me hooked. Prostitution is fully legal and cheap at my place but that is no option for me... The PayPal receipt just came and the order was successful. I'll post again when it arrives. Keep your kids away from this crapstuff porn! Once they see it, they are doomed to suffer like me! This addiction will never let you go!

Man what am I writing, no I am not high or drunk, these are my normal thoughts and stuff. I hate this life. No I'm not suicidal and I hate self harming, maybe I'm depressed or shit, ah fuck I'm just a sicko creep.