sexting addiction

Hey guys. I've been struggling for several years with fapping, during these years I mastered Internet flirting. I mostly used all kinds of language exchange social apps to get familiar with sexy chicks. First standard talk and then I somehow managed to trick most of the girls to send me nudes. Basically there was a moment that I had like 5-6 online girlfriends, who were able to sex Skype with me or do whatever I asked. I discovered that most naive and innocent girls' comes from Asia. I kicked off the Chinese lessons, and recently I have been utterly flirting with Chinese beauties using Chinese (what a commitment). Anyway my priorities changed when I met a girl, we have been together for 10 months. Every sex addict knows how I was treating her. When ur constantly on the verge of psychical depression your mood is swinging. You treat her like a whore but then u realize how pathetic you are. I find this kind of emotion so painful, when u regain consciousness after orgasm, and u just can't believe what things u done minutes ago. Now I'm single again. I'm on the hard mode for 6 days. It's very difficult because there are plenty of girls who actually care about me, writes me messages every day.. I don't want to lose them, but I also know that keeping these relationships alive leading me to miserable strikes. I feel so pathetic. I devoted my life to Internet social apps. I sacrificed real friendships for Internet romances. Now I'm 24 y.o. don't have any normal friends. After getting rid of all social apps I'm purely lonely. Some people build friendships for years, and I'm like tabula rasa, must start everything once again. Is anyone has the same problem as mine? greetings 加油!!!!